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Woah what's this gallery of shit now?
Yeah I'm pretty fucking sure no ones gonna wanna steal anything from here wow this gallery is so full of fail.



Oops I lied about the tonight. When tomorrow would be good?(central us) 

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Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I'm Rip~!
Not much to be said, I'm just kinda here doodling my silly little pictures and writing out little scenarios I see in my head. Maybe roleplaying here and there. Mostly I'm just lost off in my own little world.
I'm a total nerd for way too much stuff. So much so that I'm not going to bore anyone by listing it.
And I dunno I suppose that's it? Other random shit will be below uvu

For Late Requests, Art Trades, ETC please read this-

If I owe you art or anything, please please PLEASE remind me about it politely! I tend to forget really easy and thus forget about art I owe. Trust me, I won't think of you as annoying if you do. Chances are I'll be all "omfg I'm so sorry" and get it done the same day so I don't forget(or make a reminder in my calendar on my phone)
thank you ;u;

My wonderful amazingly awesome girlfriend.
Seriously, I adore you so much, Chey. Words will never be able to express how happy I am to be with you. Let me know if I can do anything for you~~
//together since 10/10/14//

these two are my bffs
:iconsneaky-purrloin: :heart:
:icondeathskid: (shes also my moirail~)

these are the other awesome people i know

Inspirations~ ;ww;

i don't even know those last two people but just their work inspires me like wow man
but yeah you should totally check them all out. their work is amazing o:

Rip Pixel .:Commission:. by Tigerpelt526

don't mind this, this is just a little to do list.

:bulletred: Sketch RQ for :icondeathskid:
:bulletred: Sketch RQ for :iconmiko-mei:
:bulletred: Sketch RQ for :iconfurguylover:
:bulletred: Gifts for people
:bulletred: Dark Eternity alternate Epilogue
:bulletred: Practice human hand and lower body anatomy
:bulletred: Emma ref and icon
:bulletred: 100 theme challenge
:bulletred: Shit for myself

gah. blabbing on about stuff

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 23, 2014, 5:07 PM



This week has been stupidly chaotic. Like. I fail a test in my Humanities class and it dropped my grade really bad and im stressin because of it and just.
A friend irl is going through some bad shit and she's beginning to feel like my sister did two weeks before the incident(energy wise from my perspective)
I lost my keys at school yesterday and have yet to find them.
I got bitched at for writing in a journal during class to help calm myself down over some of the shit that's been going on lately.
My rp account for Erza is feeling like its becoming more trouble than it's worth.
Another friend irl was in the hospital and I didn't even know it until today.

I just.

I can't deal.

Yeah. I'm on anti anxiety but I feel so anxious and scared and confused right now that all I want to do is lie in my bed and cry.

I want to leave school again.
I want to restart my entire Erza account, rebooting the relations and everything.
And that little part of me?
The one who whispers that I have the power to end it?
It's coming back during this time of stress. It's fighting through my new antidepressants and making me die on the inside.

I want to fall asleep and never wake up.
And at the same time I want to walk across the stage and get my diploma and say that I did it. That I beat it all.
And you know what else? A part of me wants my sister back. I want her back so I can hug her, smell her, and tell her just how much I love her and how much she means to me. Something that I never got to do when she was alive.

I want so much.
I want to be able to help my friends. They are suffering so bad and I can't do anything to help.
it makes me feel worthless, like a fucking failure.

I want so much and so little at the same time and I can't deal with much of this stress any longer.

Maybe I'll write something to do with my wishing world. That usually helps me calm down.

the stress has gotten to me lately.

I'll talk to you later.
if you want to talk to me, I'll mostly be on these accounts-



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DeathsKid Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
*Flips a table and runs away sobbing*
Dragon-God-of-War Featured By Owner 6 days ago
DeathsKid Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
"You don't look gay."
"SHIT. Did I leave my rainbow at home AGAIN?"

Looks like Facebook has a couple good things on it.
LuckyBachi Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
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Sneaky-Purrloin Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014…
It's the cutest thing since cute omfg
I was squealing because of it
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Miko-mei Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014  Student General Artist
oh shizzzz you changed your name :0
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furguylover Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
What does the foxy say? XD…
Co-urage Featured By Owner Oct 1, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Woah you have pm!? Awesome. 
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furguylover Featured By Owner Sep 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
madmatt88 Featured By Owner Sep 25, 2014  Hobbyist
hey there... please update me on my request.. Thank you...
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